Thursday, July 13, 2006

Leaning

I've obviously been thinking about this whole situation a lot lately. It's kind of been at the front of my mind about 23 1/2 hours a day. And now that the initial emotional rush has quieted a bit (partly due to typing all this stuff out. it really is incredibly cathartic) I've got a somewhat better sense of my own feelings. Hearts do speak, but usually only in whispers. There must be quiet in order to hear them.

His Hairyness and I are going camping again this weekend. This time we're going with his flatmate, his flatmate's gf, and another chick, so it'll be a right party. When we get back on Sunday i'll sit him down (read: tie him to a piece of furniture so he can't run away) and have a proper conversation.

The Pirate is coming over for dinner on Monday, at which point I'll be able to clear the air a bit. I've got questions I need to ask him, things I need to tell him, etc. (I'll try to keep it from being too heavy. I don't want to scare the boy off, but after last saturday I get the impression he's not too easily scared. :-)

So by next tuesday I'll be able to give you a full report on all the goings on. I strongly suspect the majority of issues will be sorted out by then. I'm still not sure exactly what I want, but I've got a pretty good idea of what I don't want. Progress of a sort, i s'pose. Stay tuned.

7 comments:

hendrix said...

You'll never be entirely sure of what you want (and think how boring life would be if you were!) but having a pretty good idea of what you don't want is usually a good place to start.

Have a great weekend, hope the talks go well!

Hannah said...

Good luck with whatever you decide. Sounds like you may well be in a win/win situation. Bitch. ;)

Babs said...

It's not Tuesday yet, is it??

Dammmmmmmit.

First Nations said...

*how do i fast forward this thing???????????*

Babs said...

I realize it's only, oh, say nearly 6-ish Monday morning there, but that doesn't mean you can't pop in and at least give us a HINT of what's going on or what happened over the weekend, eh??

Please??

Pretty please??

ZB said...

Take the orgasms and run.

Sound advice then, sound advice now.

Chaucer's Bitch said...

"Take the orgasms and run."

I now have that phrase playing through my head to the tune of Springstein's "Born to Run." Cheers.



Sorry guys; i don't have time to write a detailed post and i don't want to give you half the story. Besides which there's still a lot of emotional sediment in my head that needs to settle before I can begin writing. All will be revealed shortly.