bad mood

i awoke this morning in a bad mood. what's worse, i awoke several times in a bad mood.

the first was when someone came into my room at 6:30 this morning to play video games on the computer. being awakened at 6:30 is never good unless it's for sex, rowing, or birdwatching; anything else is criminal. to be awakened at that hour when you'd been in the middle of a really good dream is justifiable homicide. when i looked and inquired as to the time, this considerate person said, "oh, i didn't mean to wake you," AND RESUMED PLAYING THE FUCKING GAME! Not, "oh, sorry, i didn't mean to wake you, i'll let you get back to sleep" and then left. oh, no, that would have been reasonable. instead i got to lie there for 30 minutes listening to the mouse click and the game beep until said person decided to leave.

i petted my cat for a few moments and when back to sleep, at which point i was unable to resume aforementioned really good dream and instead dreamt of the many deeply annoying habits of my aunt. i finally woke up being pissed off at a person who wasn't there for something that didn't happen, but i was pissed nonetheless.

the point of all this is that, well, there is no point. i'm just in a fucking bad mood, and all i want to do is get back to that really good dream.