Friday, April 21, 2006

Too much

I have too much on my mind. Too much to write about, too many questions. Questions I can't write, questions I can't answer. I don't like to censor myself, but I wrote, and it looks stoopid, even in my own eyes. I need to chill out. I need to calm down. I need to not be thinking about him every fucking minute of the day. Censory overload? or censory deprivation? I can't even tell. I need to finish writing this paper.

1 comment:

First Nations said...

go out ot the garden shed, open the gascap on the lawnmower and BREATHE DEEPLY.
no. now stop.
overwhelm? me know all bout overwhelm. go somewhere dark and quiet for awhile.
no, not the garden shed again, dammit, get back here.

oh, and here:
you might get a kick outta that!